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Diary Of A Lost

by The Beauty of Gemina

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1.
SUICIDE LANDSCAPE Grew up in this shadow land With a suicide landscape Where the dark seas are whispering From the edge to the deepest end Grew up in this shadow land With a suicide landscape Where the black birds are singing Where the black birds are falling down Look up to these fallen stars In a broken light sky shape Where all these tongues in my head All these tongues are still lancing Look up to these fallen stars In a broken light sky shape Where all these guns in my head All these guns are still dancing Still dancing in my head Still dancing in my head Still dancing in my head Are still dancing in my head And I’m breaking and my name is on fire And I go up and go down and see There’s a sign to deny all this blindness And I’m rising forever Feel this night, feel this blood in my veins And I am still here And I am still here
2.
ONE STEP TO HEAVEN One step to heaven And two to the ground One step to heaven You were never so proud One step to heaven And two to the ground And nothing will ever Nothing will ever Ever take you down ever take And I will see you Again, again One step to heaven And two to the ground And go we for heaven And I will see you Again, again, again And I will see you Again, again, again One step to heaven And two to the ground One step to heaven I was never so proud One step to heaven And two to the ground And nothing will ever Nothing will ever Ever take me down ever take And you will see me Again, again One step to heaven And two to the ground And go we for heaven And you will see me Again, again, again And you will see me Again, again, again
3.
Hunters 05:51
HUNTERS So I’m creeping down and I’m creeping Forwards And I’m cruelly walking by And I’m coming out of this cave I’m walking around you I’m walking around you In this novel of crime when I hear in this Freezing sound calling my name now Shouting to come out now Shouting to come out now In this novel of grime when I hear in this Whispering sound calling my name now Out of this dreaming and a howling light Out of my mind now So I’m creeping down and I’m creeping Forwards And I’m cruelly walking by And I’m coming out of this cave I’m walking around you I’m walking around you In this novel of crime when I hear in this Dreadful sound calling my name now Shouting to come out now Shouting to come out now And the night is full of hunters And all are hunting me And the night is full of hunters And all are hunting me And the night is full of hunters And all are hunting m
4.
KINGDOMS OF CANCER And we leave all these kings And these kingdoms of cancer And we leave all these fights These fights full of anger And we leave all this now And we leave all this now And we all stand up now And we hear and we see And we leave all these teachers They teach us no answers And we leave all these priests The priests are all fighting And we leave all this now And we all stand up now And we hear and we cry And we leave all these liars And we leave all these mothers They shattered our dreaming And we leave all these fathers They can’t hear us crying And we leave all these soldiers They’ve forgotten good prayers And we leave all these prophets And their wishful unsaying And I cry out in this mud And I fear it in the night And I look up in this all And I feed on this pain And I read all these signs I see Every time I’m being seen Aching and hoping No secrets to hide And I’m counting all these fires on the sea And this cold and dark rain I can see And this loving is coming down And I see this light is here And we leave all these kings And these kingdoms of cancer And we leave all these fights These fights full of anger And we leave all this now And we all stand up now And we hear it and we see it in And look up to the stars And we leave all these teachers They teach us no answers And we leave all these fears These ships without anchors And we leave all this now And we all stand up now And we break down these walls Than it’s coming It’s coming And I’m counting all these fires on the sea And this cold and dark rain I can see And this loving is coming down And I see this light is here
5.
VICTIMS OF LOVE (QUI TOLLIS) Another time for crucifying It is a time to shade us down Every lie, every tear, every thought In the name of Benedictus Another time to see God All these cold and cold hands around Look in their secret eyes here Other victims of love Perfect time for crucifying And it’s the time to see an aim They teach us the Limbus Patrum lie There are new victims of love Perfect time and in time we die And all this hate and all this sorrow All this torture of this love In the name of Benedictus Victims of love Victims of love Victims of love Victims of love Victims of hate Victims of faith Victims of reason Victims of enlightenment Victims of time Victims of time Victims of time
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Forgiveness 05:54
FORGIVENESS When I see in this time I see this endless light is coming through When I see you When I see in this coming down and every time I fear it inside When all this sitting, crawling here and keeping down And I feel sad and tired When every take and every aim takes seven times to define you When every time you’re in this all and you forgave me You break within Whenever you and I can feel You’re lost in time and I am lost in you And I’ll go home And I’ll go home When I see in this time I see this endless light is coming through When I see you When I see in this coming down and in my mind I fear it inside When every sign is coming out and I never take you down To see it in me When every fighting is as precious as coming down To seven tears to sail When every time you’re in this all and you forgave me You break within Whenever you and I can feel You’re lost in time and I am lost in you And I’m coming home And I’m coming home And I’m coming home And I’m coming home
7.
Nevertime 04:21
NEVERTIME I want this nevertime this neverfear This neverviolence Take you to neverlife And never ever take you down Seizing nevertime and never feel in neversilence I go down and I never call your name I want this nevertime this neverfear This neverviolence Take you to neversea Neverhope with neverdeadly eye Take you to nevertown and never feel in neversilence I will take you down And I will call your name And call your name I want this nevertime this neverfear This neverviolence Take you to neversea Neverhope with neverdeadly eye Take you to nevertown and never feel in neversilence I will take you down And I will call your name And call your name I want to call, I want to see I want to ride and take it I want to keep it down in me I am saving another time I want to hear, I want to feel Want this time to say it I want to take and call your name Finding nevertime now I want to see, I want to call Want to ride in your heart I want to break it when I see Every time I’m falling I want to take, I want to see Want to love and say it I want to take you every time You’ll see never ever I want to keep, I want to die I want to see this fire I want to keep going down this lane This lane to nowhere I want to go, I want to hide I want to see forever I want to feel this nevertime here This time, you see I want to keep, I want to die Want to feel forever I want to hear it coming down And another time, you see I want to feel, I want to give Want to die in your heart I want to say, I want to crawl And kiss your lies goodbye
8.
Trapped 04:46
TRAPPED And if your life they are cribbing And they take you the key And they see you in all lost to remind You are trapped to die Still got your beautiful life And if your life they are cribbing And they take you the key And they see you in all lost to remind You are trapped to die Still got your beautiful life Hear the demons at the demons night here in town Hear the demons they’re crying and all they can find Is the black ballot box 7679 And they are coming, they’re coming, they’re coming through Hear the demons at the demons night they’re in time Hear the demons they’re weeping And all they can hide Is the cold ballot box 7679 And they are coming, they’re coming, they’re coming through And if your life they are cribbing And they take you the key And they see you in all lost to remind You are trapped to die Still got your beautiful life You’ve got this beautiful life
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MONSTERS IN ME One takes you down a seven Seven times seven lights to the seven doors Because there is no way for changing For changing Like a stranger comes to town Brings seven fears and seven lies and all this weeping All this weeping In the same room I was doomed hereinto and Where into I came in all this creeping These seven cruises through seven nights Seven times seven lights to the seven fights You’re creeping down you’re creeping down here When the light in the night on the river side And you’re creeping down forward and I wish your head for mine And I wish your head, I wish your head fell down These seven pearls in seven eyes These seven tears these seven tears here I see a black rainbow See a black town within fire When I hold you while the sun goes down And the sun goes down with seventeen eyes and they’re coming Down these monsters in me And they’re coming down when my heart is beating When my heart is counting Once and forever this noisy song will always be playing And it takes you down takes you in, in this creeping down forward Longings in the nights cry Listen to the snow that’s falling, How long a tear to come in down here Listen to the snow that’s falling, it brings a whispering of your death Listen to the snow that’s falling brings you whispers of your death The whispers of your death the whispers of your death is here Listen to the snow that’s falling will bring these shadows Listen to the snow that’s falling it brings a whisper of the death And listen to the death it brings you whispers of your birth It is calling you Call your name call it now call it never Call your name call it now call it never Call your name call it now call it never Your heart, this icon of your name To take this sound this endless rhym I bring you seven rhymes I bring you seven rhymes all so wild Also so wild And the heart of beat is dreaming and the heart of beat is dreaming Until the end of The end of the road And I see all these shadows on this My crimson credit of the day When the day would keep it on And the fire of the night and the night of the fire And may light up my crying, I’m crying with secret eyes You came with the night came with the night You came with the night you came And your skin as white as the moon And your skin as white as the white moon and recall the love so often In my eyes you used to see
10.
Fight Song 04:31
FIGHT SONG Here comes the tide inside And when I am fighting here this one Never the light is coming down And you’re by my side some time And when I’m fighting here and I’m torn inside Running and crawling into the night And here comes the time inside to give love Bring you some blighting star unknown Coldness is a break in civilization and a break to salvation Down here is horrible starving And this burrying unnamed In the conquest of your love Call you seven times seven times I’m calling in the dark And I’m out of fear And I’m broken up broken down Never ever see the light Never ever see the light Here comes the tide inside And when I am fighting here this one Never the light is coming down And you’re by my side some time And when I’m fighting here and I’m torn inside Running and crawling into the night And here comes the time inside to give love Bring you some blighting star unknown Coldness is a break in civilization and a break to salvation Down here is horrible starving And this burring unnamed In the convent of you love See this seven times seven times These pictures in the dark And I’m out of fear And I’m broken up broken down Never ever see the light Follow this avenue down into this bloody hell
11.
ISLE OF DESIRE In the silence of the night when all these shapes as bright And I’m leaving my visions all so mystified I’m just dreaming on when they are all gone And I follow these stars and my seek is unknown So I’m coming I’m coming to this distant isle And I’m taking her in with full fire Another taking isle taking them taking me Find a person who’s shipwrecked in a misty dawn Where these dancers are dancing all with this fire And their hope and their dream keep this lost desire And I fear while they’re singing that I’m being see Cause I am tired to fall down and I’m feeling home And I’m taking this fire And I’m taking this fire So I’m coming I’m coming to this distant isle And I’m taking her in with full fire Another taking isle taking them taking me Find a person who’s shipwrecked in a misty dawn So I’m coming I’m coming to this distant isle And I’m taking him in with full fire Another taking isle taking them taking me Find a person who’s shipwrecked in a misty dawn Where these dancers are dancing all with this fire And their hope and their dream keep this lost desire And I fear while they’re singing that I’ve been seen Cause I am tired to fall down and I’m feeling home And I’m taking this fire And I’m taking this fire
12.
Lovehate 04:56
LOVEHATE Love is our hate and we come into this Love is our hate and we go into this
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credits

released January 26, 2007

All words and music written and produced by Michael Sele
Michael Sele: Vocals, electric & acoustic guitars, piano, keyboards, programming and sampling
Martin Luzio: Bass
Mac Vinzens Drums

Additional musicians:Rahel Laukas - Cello / Martin Egert - Double Bass
Franziska Frick - Violin / Dina Desirée Häussler - Grand Piano

All music recorded and engineered by Michael Sele at Icecube Stuidos Mels, Switzerland Nov 2005 - May 2006
Assistant engineer and additional engineering by Marcel Näf
Mixed and mastered at Soniclab Studio by andi Jud and Michael Sele, Romanshorn, Switzerland

Art Direction: Marcel Näf & Michael Sele
Concept & Design: Marcel Näf
Photography : Marcel Näf, Michael Sele, Martin Luzio

(c) TBOG MUSIC SWITZELRAND, 2007

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The Beauty of Gemina Zürich, Switzerland

“The Beauty Of Gemina” have been performing live for 15 years. Nine studio albums, top-ten hits in the alternative charts throughout Europe and sold-out concerts all over the world line the trail of the dark indie band around the songwriter and mastermind Michael Sele. ... more

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